Me & My Thoughts

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Only 2 more weeks for this year to end. I can’t beleive it’s over. I feel like last year xmas was like a month back or something.

I’m getting a little worried/scared on the side thinking about time. It never used to scare me and I always used to welcome every year with so much joy. For some reason I dont want this year to end. This year was not so special or important that I dont want it to end but still why am I feeling this way. I just can’t figure out why I’m little agitated. Is it because I’m getting old or is it because of the mere “thought” of responsibilities that might come on my way in the coming year/(s) or is it because of something else ???

I feel that there is some unfinished business left for me in this year. I don’t think I will be able to fix it in the next 2 weeks but hopefully it will be better next year. Actually this year was also good… not as much as last year… but still it was very good and I’m pretty sure it was better than most of the people in the world. Therefore, I don’t want to complain. If something went wrong this year then it was just because of my stupid mind and me. I felt little alienated even though I was around people most of the time. Isn’t it funny ‘coz you are not alone most the time but still you feel lonely at times.
Sometimes I wonder why people think too much about themselves & people around them. I have heard that few ppl can blank out their mind and be in that state. I wish if I could do that at times. I hate when there is a rush of thoughts especially with a lota ???????? for which I don’t have any answers. Is it just me??? lol I hope not :D…

I wrote another whole paragraph & just deleted it… I always wanted this to be a private blog so I could just write any gibberish I want to and not care about it. But I guess along the way I revealed my identity :P… no big deal… but still I have to watch my words… Its raining here… and I love watching it… it kinda calms me :)… so winding up w/ my crazy thoughts for now …

adios!!!!

Appreciation

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Mother Teresa
There is more hunger for love and appreciation in this world than for bread.

Well, I’m not sure about the above statement, but I really think everyone wish for appreciation. There is no factor of age in the longing for being appreciated. A small boy drew a picture of a car and ran to his mother & show it to her… what if her response is like “leave me alone… don’t you have anything to study??? “… Most people don’t realize that could hurt his mind deeply and get a feeling that “my mom doesn’t care”. Instead of that, what if she said “wow… its really good… smart boy…” or something like that… I think that small comment will definitely make him happy…  

This is the same in all fields, even if it your school, workplace or home… we often forget to thank or appreciate our loved ones. How many times have you thanked your mom for doing all the things she has done in the past for you?  We always take all that gestures for granted and never appreciate her. At the same time, we complaint about our manager not appreciating us after working a very long day or finishing the project on time.

I didn’t mean to preach or anything. It just happened to me yesterday, I worked late and finished a project on time and I didn’t even get a “thank you” or “good work” or anything like that. I was really angry while driving back home and thought “why cant people appreciate more?… its just a word that cost nothing”… then I started thinking about all the things that our family members do for us and we never spend a min thanking them… J…

I know i dont have much readers now… but whoever read this post… just give it a thought 🙂